caught in the middle...

i admit... i am horrible at updating my own blog but when it comes to reading others i am all over it.
but i guess i should give you guys an update.
so i am in victoria, and everything is just going fine and dandy.

my nannying job is very unpredictable and you can never expect what little kids are gonna do, until they do it. but marcus is now in preschool, so that gives me a little break. mia is as cute as ever... and is so cute there is no getting angry with her.

i am not going to lie, having family here is so great. i enjoy my visits with the simpson family and the josoks as much as possible. they have kept me sane from going crazy in my little basement sweet. mallory got here this week and i am so excited to have someone experiencing something totally different just as i am. and the fact that manda is going to come live with me too. so i totally won't have anytime alone. seems amazing right now. i have had way too much alone time. in fact, guess what?!!? i am alone right now. i am so excited to see what will happen in the next year with all of us young ones finally growing up.

in all this i do have a prayer request. in a couple weeks, i have to tell the people that i work for and that i am staying with just how long i want to stay. i either stay until december or till next august. there are no in betweens. that is a big commitment for me and i am caught in the middle. some days i could stay and others i could throw in the towel right there. i am not one to like being tied down with something but i guess that is part of being in the real world that is harder than high school that everyone warned me about. i have so many options. i have a friend that wants me to move to new zealand with her in december... i could go to college... i could just travel... i could do some sort of missions... but i have no idea what i want to do.
enough rambling on... i think you got the point. so all i am asking is for your prayers, that would be wonderful, thank you!!!

love, hugs, misses and kisses


ps thanks for the couch kate...its perfect