God was that You?

so...
my heart wrenching decision that i was supposed to make this coming friday has been made for me. Marlene and Francois (my bosses) found someone new that will commit for way longer than i could ever even think of nannying for. which makes sense, they have been going through a lot of nannies and just want someone who is more permanent... so their kids don't have to get attached to one then get a new one.
the just of all of this is that after december i am done at this job. i am fine with that like totally. when i first heard that my decision was going to be made for me i was not happy but after thinking about it. i was going to say yes. but after some thinking, maybe God was helping me with my decision making. he knew that i probably couldn't handle to take care of two kids and find things to do for them every day for the next year. but rent is cheap and i am making good money and two very energetic kids; it almost sounds like a great combination for slowly going crazy! ahaha, not actually. but i am not ready to be a mom everyday yet which is pretty much my job right now.
i am not complaining. i love my job, being active and every moment is absolutely crazy, everyday is absolutely different, and you can never expect your plans to work out...
it sounds like plan b for brooke. either just finding another job or most likely college.
thanks to God for making my decision for me.